God knew you before you were born. before you were the warm glow on you mothers face. He knows ALL your strengths all of your downfalls. Knowing this why do you think that he would assign you a life that would end in defeat and leaving you unable to accomplish what he commissioned you to do?
Let me take you back to the very foundation of your life. Back way before you were even conceived, imagine you spirit sitting with God and the two of you a looking at life scenarios for you to live out. And He picks one out and you agree to live it out. Because you know that it is gonna work out and He is gonna guide you every step of the way. Deep down within our spirit we know God has us but we allow the things of this earthly realm to shake and rattle us. And we sometimes want to lay down in defeat. With God we are more than able. but sometime we forget God.
I can't reach the people God wants you to reach, I can't handle the test you are going through right now and i don't want to handle it. and you can't reach the people God called me to reach you cant handle my test. Why? Because my life is for me and your life is for you.
Much Love & God Bless